Emotional Tidalwaves

"There are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion that if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret, spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together"     ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow~


I am an emotional person.  Want to know more, take a look at my previous blogs:

http://www.thelightanddarkofanilluminousmind.blogspot.com/

http://www.sexsarcasmandstrawberries.blogspot.com/


They were started over a year ago, at a very different point in my life.  Much has changed and yet some things remain the same : )

Submission can be so bittersweet.  Getting what you want, isn't always what you want....a phrase that probably only makes sense to some.   So here's a little story:

A long time switch opens up to their submissive needs. They could go the way some do and be bratty, and do anything to get attention, positive or negative.  A spanking is a spanking, the sub needs a spanking.  But a spanking isn't a spanking, there can be so many meanings derived by a spanking, but that is for another discussion.

The sub wants their Dominant to be that, Dominant.  Life has thrown a few obstacles in the way.  The sub wants a beating, some great sex, some tasks to accomplish.  Deciding that taking the "bad sub" way of getting a need met isn't right, the sub just continues to live life, waiting for an opportunity to come along.  While living life, the sub does something they want, but at the least opportune time to them, their Dominant decides to show autority and make a decision that does not go with the submissives plan.  Now what?

The submissive is upset because their plans were thwarted.  The submissive then realizes, that in a way they got what they wanted....the Dominant made a decision and made them follow it. 

There is more to this story, but in essense my thought is how funny life is sometimes.  In the end, the Dominant was correct in their decision, but will the submissive admit that or complain about what they feel they aren't getting?

What do you think?  What is the right thing to do?  I have lots of feelings, and as this blog progresses, watch out...it will be a tidalwave : )

~Puddles~