Oh, it has been such a year of joy and change. We are 4 months away from our wedding and our daughter is now old enough (9 months) that I feel okay leaving the house, with her in her Father's care and not worrying.
We still attend and help host Brookings Socials, I continue to do demos when I can. I have been planning the Positive Body Image "Indulgence" Party for this Saturday for months and am very excited that I got 3 great guest speakers to come and talk to my girlfriends. (Deena from yoga-versity, Darlene the party lady (sex toys) and Lisa the bra lady ! )
I want to do more Domesticity events, but at the same time....I have a wedding I am planning. I NEED help doing crafty things, i would love a 1950's Bachelorette party, I have a new found love for yoga and go almost every night. (after the baby is asleep, and then my fiance plays video games...good trade, we both get an hour to do what we enjoy alone!)
I sorta wish someone would want to plan an event for me, or even with me....I feel myself starting to pull away from lifestyle events because, we live it almost daily...I don't need events and don't really enjoy them like I did when I was single. What I enjoy is having my "family" over...my lifestyle friends that are my friends because I like them outside of our kinky interests! We had a thanksgiving gathering and I loved it! We talked, ate, watched comedy and laughed. There was no pressure to scene with anyone, i sat alone and stayed Dynamically neutral for once and it was nice.
I do enjoy having my Topping scenes, but I hate feeling like I am obligated just because as submissive is around. I am submissive most of the time at home and I dont' get scenes everyday, but sure do appreciate it when I do get one.
i know I am just edgy with pre-wedding/current planning stresses. Tis the Holiday season...so I will be cheery : )
