If you have been following me long, you know I am part of the BDSM lifestyle and love it.
Now, with that being said, I am mostly Dominant and only submit to my husband, whom I trust with everything....but even then, to this point I have chosen to submit.
This weekend, he took things up a notch to a point were I had not choice, I just did. It was the most freeing experience of my BDSM life thus far. He said all the right things, brought my body alive one small touch at a time and kept me tuned to his whim for hours. MIND BLOWN!
Afterward, I was scared....I have never been pushed like that...but for him to hold me and tell me how beautiful I am to him...to feel his love and affection for giving myself to him in those ways....OMG...a dream come true!
As we polish out the details of our BDSM poly contact, and how brining in other play partners or potential lovers will effect us and our family we are growing stronger in our dynamics together and communication. We aren't looking to be a full poly family!! We don't plan to actually "date" others but we may have D/s relationships with other friends we are close with to make life more enjoyable when our children are safely with other family members for the evening.
WE protect our children with everything and that is what is important to us first and foremost.
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